I was on the corner of my room, nothing else to do. My tears are slowly rolling down to my cheeks and I can't hear anything just the sound of my endless cry. It seems like I'm carrying all the problems here on earth. I want to shout. I want to heat the wall. I want to commit suicide every time I'm like this. I want to be with other people, but I always felt alone, different, and socially awkward. I want to be like them as they always wore their smile. I always want to spend my time laughing until I die. That is one thing I want to do but I couldn't cause you're here once again. Maybe, I was truly destined to be alone forever. Maybe, I don't have any chances anymore to be happy. I'm chained with hatred, dislikes, sadness, anger and hurt feelings. You keep on messing with my life. You always made me hurt, disappointed and left alone. I can't get away from here. I can' t make you go away. Dear lonely, please don't stay here longer. I can't wait by the day that you will leave me and let me find a way to live in peace.
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